A Place to Fly   
Wednesday | August 23, 2000 | at 05:34 PM

My sister called me. :) We talked for a bit, she's busy looking for work and typical My Sister stuff. I so want to go out with her sometime soon and do something normal and sisterish... I've been gone for so long I don't even remember anymore what it's like to have a sister to do things with. She's kinda like a girlfriend who will never disappear. I think what I may just do is buy a big bottle of Blush Wine, invite her over, rent a couple movies and hang out and get blitzed together some night soon.

So I've been browsing through the other live journals on here... and for the life of me I can't figure out the etiquette with 'friends'... is it rude to add someone who I find interesting without asking first? Seeing as they are a stranger and all? I dunno... I guess I'll sleep on it and decide tomorrow, or something.

Being online so much these past few days has really brought my old self/old life to the forefront of my thoughts... for almost 5 years now I have had the internet as an integral part of my identity... it's been how I've made friends, met lovers, how I lived. Yet I don't want that anymore, and I'm worried that it's going to become a problem once I have my own computer. But then again, I have good friends and good people that are far away from me physically and my easiest form of contact is via the net. Moderation I guess is the key to it all... Balance, how I hate that word. :)

I miss the boys. Tonight is the last show of survivor, and that's something I watched with Mike... amused and talking about the ridiculousness of such a show. I very much doubt anyone will be home tonight to watch it with me. So a date with myself, I suppose. Heh, I have no problems of dates with myself... I just have expensive tastes, so I'd prefer to treat myself to a dinner out, some lovely flowers and a movie. Or sushi... mmmm... sushi... I wonder if there are any half-decent places for sushi in this town? Probably not. Have to wait till my next trip to TO. October. I'll be going in October. :)

So I guess I should go find something soothing in the freezer to cook up for dinner... I think I saw a steak in the deep freeze...mmm steak. And maybe bake some apple crisp. God, I have become such a domesticated little thing... heh, always have been. :)

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