I feel SO much less guilty now... DLed and am now using AltaVista free Inet access. Now for my own comp... and a high speed connect... soon. I'm obsessing to a degree about getting my very own computer - hell, I've finally done my taxes in order to finance it. And once I do have it... I shall begin creating that web page that's been floating around in my head for the past couple years. And playing Quake... God, I'm in a clan and I haven't played in almost a year... THAT is pretty sad.

In it's own time, I guess... I mean, now I have my own room... have everything I own around me... NOTHING in storage anymore... and it took it's own sweet time to happen. *shrugs* Jeff says I really need to do more focusing on the good things in my life now... and he's right. It just sometimes feels as if I'm still that girl trapped and lost in a city where no one seemed to give a shit.

Anyways... I should do some dishes and general tiding up... plus shower and put something other than my nightgown on. :)

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